Chapter 20: You Will Find Me


“I’ll tell you anything you want to know about the fairies,” Eric said, his voice low and emotion-filled.

I took a deep breath. “Years ago, I asked Mr. Cataliades to help make sure Niall never contacted me or Hunter, but I haven’t wanted to know any details. I was scared to know them,” I admitted. “But—with you here—I’m not so scared to find things out.”

“I’m glad,” he said.

“Will you tell me about what’s happened with Niall? With Claudine?”

“Of course,” Eric responded softly. “The Crane triplets returned to the Fae Realm after they felt threatened in this one,” he began.

“Threatened? You hurt them?” I asked curiously, but with less concern than I should have had.

“No. But I made sure they felt unsafe in Area 5. Did Claudine ever make contact with you?” he asked.

I shook my head. “No. There’s been no need.”

Eric smiled softly. “I’m very glad of that. I’ve made several inquiries about your fairy relatives—through back-channels, of course. The Crane triplets returning to your great-grandfather’s side when they did seemed to have turned the tide of the war between Niall and Breandan.”

“How so?” I asked.

“It had been rumored that the Cranes did not wish to dwell in Faerie—that they’d broken all ties with Niall. Seeing that that wasn’t true—that there were suddenly several heirs who could take over if Niall fell—his people rallied. Breandan and his main allies were decimated in one decisive battle,” Eric informed.

“What of,” I paused and cringed, “Neave and Lochlan?”



“You probably don’t want to know the details,” he said with surety.

“I do. I do want to know. I need to.”

He seemed hesitant, but relented nonetheless. “Sookie, I felt that I could control the vampire issues that had affected you before. And I knew I could control the Were issues. However, the Fae are unpredictable. So I did something,” he added hesitantly—vaguely.

“What did you do?”

He took a deep breath that I knew he didn’t need and gripped my hand just a little more firmly, as if afraid I would pull away. “You have not been left unprotected during the years.”

“What? Really?” I asked. “But I never heard anyone—out there,” I said motioning toward the window.

“You’re not angry?” he asked, studying my face carefully, but with relief in his eyes.

“No,” I shook my head. “I would have been—in Life 1. I would have called you highhanded, but I know better now. But I do want to know how someone has been close to me without my hearing him or her,” I frowned. I didn’t like the idea of missing such a thing for so long. It meant that I could have missed other things too.

“Actually, my employee has focused her attention upon watching the fairy portal in the woods near your home. So she’s rarely been that close to you. Plus, she can shield her thoughts.”

What is the guard?” I asked, though I knew it was an impolite question. “A fairy?”

“No,” he responded. “Like I said, I don’t trust them. And a vampire or demon wouldn’t work either. You told me that you could pick up the ‘voids’ of vampires and the ‘fuzzy’ minds of demons when they were close enough,” he continued. “And I didn’t want you to feel bothered. So I hired a Britlingen to watch over the portal, as well as you and Adele. You’d mentioned that you had difficulty picking up much from them.”

“But they’re so expensive,” I gasped.

“Money is no object—when it comes to this,” he said fervently, squeezing my hand. “And I was able to hire a Britlingen you’d known before—just in case contact ever needed to be made.”

“Batanya? Clovache?” I asked.

“The latter,” he responded. “Would you like to know what she did to Neave and Lochlan when she discovered them coming through the portal?”

I took several shallow breaths before getting ahold of my initial reaction of ice cold fear. To think—they’d been so close to me again!

“Yes. I do want to know,” I responded, trying to keep my voice steady and strong.

“They arrived during the daytime. Having iron chains handy, Clovache was able to secure them. And then she brought them to me,” he recalled, his eyes boring into mine in warning.

“What did you do to them?” she asked.

More than they did to you. And For longer,” he emphasized, letting me see the violent part of his nature. But all I could see was the protective part.

I closed my eyes tightly, wishing for a moment that I’d known all along that Eric was protecting me and Gran. But would have that knowledge truly helped? Would it have brought Eric back to me any sooner? Or could knowing have just given me false hope if he’d never been able to complete his list?

I shook my head.

Eric had made the best decisions he could—just as I’d made mine. I wasn’t about to blame him for them.

Or second guess him.

Not when his actions demonstrated to me that he’d made his choices with me in mind.

I opened my eyes so that I could take him in. So beautiful, so patient. He was waiting for me to come to terms with his nature one way or the other. What he didn’t know was that I’d done that a long time before.

I said the only thing I could.

“Thank you, Eric. For Clovache. For killing those monsters.”

“Better late than never,” he observed bleakly, obviously recalling that “he’d” not been able to protect me from Neave and Lochlan in Life 1.


“You’ve never been too late,” she said sincerely.

I wondered for a moment if she was speaking to me. Or to the other Eric. Or to both of us.

“Seven years, Sookie,” I whispered. “It’s a long time.”
“Not compared to two hundred,” she said fervently.

“That was the other Eric,” I said.

She chuckled and shook her head. “There’s only one Eric.”

“How do you know I’m anything like him?” I asked.

“This,” she said, looking at the list.

We were quiet for a moment.

“What about Breandan’s children, Denolt and Serbol? Are they gone too?” she asked, her voice shaking a little.

“I made sure that Niall knew about them—through those back-channels I mentioned,” I responded. “I have received confirmation that they were both killed during the war. Breandan’s line is gone.”

“Good,” she whispered. “But—even if all of Niall’s enemies are gone—I’m glad he has never contacted me.” She shook her head. “Knowing him, there will be other enemies in the future.”

I spoke carefully, not wanting to upset Sookie further. “Given what I know about Niall and what you told me before, your great-grandfather did care for you. Fairies just aren’t good at behaving unselfishly.”

She sighed. “I’ve thought a lot about Life 1. Maybe too much. But I wanted to make sure I learned from it. Looking back, I wonder why Niall was so quick to give me to de Castro after my family was all killed. I wonder if there was anything in it for him. I guess I’ll never know though.”

“No—you won’t,” I said assuredly.

She gave me a wry smile. “Still, I can speculate. The life Niall was thrusting me toward would have made me miserable.” She closed her eyes for a moment. “Maybe Felipe gave him money or promised him a kid if I ever had one.”

“Maybe. Or he could have simply been short-sighted where you were concerned,” I returned.

She took a deep breath. “Yeah. Maybe he didn’t see that there could have been other options for my protector—like Russell or another monarch who wouldn’t have required that I have a physical relationship with him or her. But—then again—I was in Felipe’s territory, and to give me to another monarch would have been dangerous for Niall.”

“Would it have been—dangerous for Niall?” I asked somewhat bitterly. “Only if he intended to return to this realm despite vowing time and again not to,” I answered my own question.

Sookie chuckled ruefully. “Well—there is that. But—in Niall’s defense—I didn’t think to offer alternatives on that horrible day. I just wanted to die,” she finished in a whisper.

I squeezed her hand tighter, though I made sure not to harm her.

“I’m so glad you didn’t—die,” I said, meaning my words with everything that I was.

“Me too,” she responded, her eyes alit with something unfathomable—something I wanted to learn how to understand.

“This time around, Niall didn’t seem to be motivated to undertake a real relationship with you, and—though I know you value family—I think that’s a very good thing,” I said to her.

“Me too,” she agreed sadly.

“Perhaps, having his grandchildren back in his realm has given him the family connections he had craved from you before. Or—perhaps—the fact that you’ve never needed Claudine to come and rescue you has kept you off his radar. Though I’m sorry if his absence hurts you,” I added sincerely.

“A lot has hurt more,” she said in haunted tone.

Sookie took several deep breaths and then looked down at the list still gripped in the hand I wasn’t holding. “The only names not crossed off are Appius and Alexei,” she whispered.

“Since they are who kept me away from you for so long, I wanted you to be the one to do it—if you wanted,” I answered softly. “They were ultimately the reason why I had to leave you in the other timeline as well. I like to think that I would have protected you and those you loved if I had still been your mate in that other life.”

She smiled sadly. “It’s a nice thought, but I don’t know. I broke our bond. Likely, I would have kept right on being stubborn—kept right on pushing you away. Even without the Freyda thing,” she added remorsefully.

I shrugged. “But I would have had more than a year to work on your resolve between the breaking of the bond and Niall’s other enemies appearing. So—who knows? I can be very charming,” I smirked.

“Yes. Yes you can,” she whispered, squeezing my hand.

“Either way, Appius and his troublesome child are gone.” I sighed, the sound feeling odd, but somehow appropriate, as it rattled through my dead lungs.

Sookie and I looked at each other silently for a moment.

“Tell me what happened to him—to them both?” she asked finally.

“I know I must have told you something about Appius in your previous life,” I said after another silent moment.

“A little,” she responded.

“Will you tell me what I said? Before I tell you what I know about their fate in this life?”

She nodded. “You once told me that Appius taught you all you knew about being a vampire. But he seemed cold-hearted when you described him to me.”

“How so?” I asked, curious about what I’d told her.

“You said that his first lesson to you was to not call him Appius, but you didn’t tell me what you had to call him,” she frowned.

“Master. I called him that,” I responded. “For many, many years.”

She sighed and looked down at the list of names. “You implied that your second lesson from him was sexual.”

“Yes,” I confirmed.

“You didn’t call it rape, but I got the impression that he forced you,” she said carefully. “For a while.”

“He did,” I responded truthfully. “But denying one’s maker anything is almost impossible,” I commented. “Appius could be cruel if he experienced anything that made him feel weak. But he wasn’t always a horrible companion. He did teach me a lot. But, occasionally, when his lessons were about reestablishing his dominance, I suffered greatly.”

“I got that impression—when he came to visit,” Sookie said. “You seemed,” she paused, “anxious when he was around.”

“I’m sure I was,” I observed, though it felt odd to speak about something I hadn’t actually experienced. “I would have seen that he had a failing child in tow. And Appius wouldn’t have liked that Alexei made him seem weak. Moreover—if he found me happy when he was not?” I paused for a moment. “He would have hated that,” I sighed. “Was I? Happy then? Were we happy then?”

“Before Appius came?” she asked.

I nodded. “Yes.”

Sookie contemplated for a moment. “Yes. You seemed to be happy. And I was happy. That was after the Fairy War, so we were both shaken up for a while. But—eventually—you told me why you hadn’t been able to be the one to rescue me from Lochlan and Neave, and I understood.”

“Why didn’t I come to you?” I asked. “You didn’t tell me. I have tried and tried to think of any plausible reason why I wouldn’t have come to you. But I cannot,” I said truthfully.

“You couldn’t. Victor chained you with silver,” Sookie responded. “Pam was detained too, but she convinced the vamps holding her to let her call Felipe—since he’d granted me protection and all. Victor tried to tell Felipe that he was holding you so that an all-out vampire-fairy war wouldn’t break out over a mere mostly human.” She rolled her eyes. “But Felipe ordered him to let you go. By that time, though, I was already at Ludwig’s hospital. You gave me your blood there.”

“No matter the reason, I am sorry I didn’t come sooner,” I apologized sincerely.

“I know,” she whispered and then took a long breath. “To answer your question better—yes—I really think that we were both happy before Appius came. After a lot of starts and stops, we were finally in a real relationship.” She chuckled. “We’d even given each other drawers.”

“Drawers?” I asked.

“Yeah—you cleared out a drawer for me in your dresser. You emptied it so that I could leave things at your house if I wanted. I did the same for you.”

I sat forward a little. “Did I leave things? At your home?”

She smiled. “Yeah. Jeans. T-shirts. Socks.” She rolled her eyes. “A pair of red undies that was sort of an inside joke between us.”

I chuckled. “The bikini ones?”

She nodded. “How did you come to get those? You usually wore boxer-briefs. Or nothing,” she said with a blush.

That blush warmed me—excited me.

“Pam. A bet I lost.”

Sookie laughed. “You were wearing them when you lost your memory because of Hallow. Whatever happened to her—by the way?” she asked,

“Dead—before she could cause trouble,” I responded, still wondering if there would come a moment when Sookie would balk at the violence I was capable of.

But she didn’t. “Well—serves her right. I still can’t believe that she had the audacity to ask for both you and a lot of Fangtasia’s profits,” she shook her head. “I bet that all the V she took made her a little nuts.”

“I didn’t spend enough time to find out,” I relayed truthfully. “So—back to the previous topic. Did you leave things—at my home—in your drawer?”

She sighed and shook her head sadly. “A few things. Not enough. But I was thinking about more. Appius’s arrival sort of put a damper into things between us.”

“It would,” I stated flatly. “But I was happy and you were happy? Before that?”

She smiled softly. “Looking back to Life 1—I think that time was when I was happiest. I was beginning to accept our bond. I was beginning to believe that you truly loved me. We were spending a lot of time together, and when we couldn’t, you called me or I called you. We were in a real relationship—one that I thought was going to last.” She frowned. “But, when Appius came, a part of you shut me out again.”

“I would have been worried that he’d use you against me,” I frowned.

“I know that—now,” she conveyed quickly. “But—at the time—I wanted you to turn to me for support if there was trouble. You kept saying I was your wife, but your actions didn’t always uphold that claim.”

“I am sorry that I didn’t turn to you. But I truly would have feared allowing Appius to know just how much you meant to me.”

She leaned forward. “Tell me about him? About Appius? What happened to him? Was it last night?”

“Yes. How do you know?” I asked.

“Tell me?” she asked again. “Please.”

I frowned, but nodded. “On the first night of my vampire life, my maker gave me my first commands. He never lifted them.”

“What commands?” she asked.

“That I never try to kill him. That I never ask others to kill him. That I never collude with others against him,” I responded.

“But you wanted to kill him?” she asked.

“Sometimes,” I answered honestly. “When I was a very young vampire, I hated him with everything that I was. And there were a few other times too. But—mostly—I just wanted . . . .” I stopped, not knowing how to finish my sentence.

“To be free,” she whispered.

I stared at her for a while, wondering how someone could know me so well.

“Yes,” I confirmed. “I did want to be free. And now I am.”

“But you couldn’t do it yourself,” she commented.

“No. Though I determined not long after we met that Appius needed to die, I had no way of making that happen. I couldn’t kill him myself, nor could I set plans into motion for his demise—not even by indirect suggestion. All I was able to do was to manipulate the situation so that Appius and Alexei would be able to stay in Europe longer than they’d been able to in your previous life.”

Sookie gestured for me to continue when I was quiet for a moment.

“It was during the most recent summit in Rhodes that I was called to an audience with the Ancient Pythoness.”

Sookie’s eyes widened. “Her?”

“Yes. She suggested that she’d been most amused by the disjunction between the future she’d thought she would be witnessing and the one that was actually coming to pass,” I shared.

“Shit!” Sookie muttered.

I chuckled. “Shit indeed. She also told me that an old friend would be seeing to the Appius matter as soon as it could be arranged. Apparently, it took several months for those arrangements to be made, but last night, I felt him die. I know that my friend and Karin were involved, but I know nothing else—except the time of his demise.”

“Around 4:45 a.m.?” she asked biting her lower lip.

“Yes. How could you know that?”

She dropped the list on her lap—though she didn’t drop my hand—and she reached over to the end-table to pull a small green object from it.

She put it into my free hand.

“What’s this?” I asked her.

“A cluviel dor,” she whispered. “Early this morning—at a quarter to five—I got a phone call—from the Ancient Pythoness—telling me that I needed to make a wish.”

I gripped the item tightly. “What wish?” I asked.

“That your greatest enemy would be eliminated,” she said.

I brought the object to my nose, smelling for residual magic, but there was none. And then I kissed the now-useless fairy charm.

“Your wish worked. I felt Appius die right around that time. I’m sure that Alexei was dealt with as well, but I will confirm that—before resting in the morning.”

She nodded, but frowned. “Appius’s death seemed to hurt you before. Did it this time?”

“Yes,” I responded. “Badly. But—I was glad too.”

“It’s like before then,” Sookie shared. “You seemed to be in pain, but you were also relieved. I didn’t know what to make of it.”

I glanced at the empty fireplace. “My relationship with Appius was difficult for me to understand, and I’ve been trying for a thousand years,” I shared. “But I woke up tonight feeling happy—hopeful.”

“Hopeful about what?” Sookie asked.

I stood up—breaking the connection of our hands for the first time in a long time. I handed her the spent cluviel dor before taking a pen from my pocket and handing her that as well.

“Cross them off?” I asked.

She nodded, and moments later, “Appius” and “Alexei” had been distorted by black ink.

Once she was done, I took the list from her and ripped it in two; then I put it into the fireplace before kneeling down and using the lighter I carried to burn the paper.

“Hopeful about what?” Sookie asked again. She had gotten up and was standing beside me.

“Hopeful about the future,” I emphasized as I stood up and took her hand again. I’d missed having it in my grasp.

Sookie gripped my hand tightly as we both watched the burning paper.

“The future used to scare me so much,” she shared, “until I realized I’d run out of the past.”

I turned to look at her once I was satisfied that the paper that had listed our known threats was gone—ash.

“It’s odd—outliving my previous self,” she continued, even as she continued to follow the embers with her startling blue eyes. “It’s odd seeing most of the people I mourned still thriving.”

“Do you thrive, Sookie?” I asked.

“In some ways,” she answered thoughtfully as she finally looked up at me. “I have a great relationship with my brother and his family; I didn’t have that before. And I have a lot of close friends; I didn’t have that before either. I get to babysit my niece and nephews—and all my honorary nieces and nephews—quite a bit; none of them existed in Life 1.” She sighed. “I got my education and I started a business; that didn’t happen in Life 1. I was able to ensure that Gran was comfortable and content for the last years of her life. She died in peace, and that definitely didn’t happen before.” She nodded with satisfaction.

“That is all very well,” I said. “But do you thrive?” I pushed.

“No,” she responded in a quiet voice. “I’m grateful for all the changes that have happened—for the lives that weren’t lost because of me. But no. I don’t thrive. I exist. Day to day. Night to night.”

I took her other hand, now holding both of hers in mine. “I have not thrived for many, many years. But I think I could—with you.” I shook my head. “I know that in your previous existence, being around vampires was toxic for you. So I am here to offer you a choice.”

“Choice?” she asked, her voice cracking.

“You know me,” I said certain of that fact. “And you know that I am prideful. However, as I dealt with every potential threat to you and me—except for Appius, whom I couldn’t deal with myself—I felt as if you were the one protecting me. Last night, my maker was killed, and I know now that your protective hand was involved in that too. I have wanted to come to you every night since I last saw you. I want to know you as you knew me. As you know me. I’m not your Eric. But I am him, too—as you said. Still, I don’t want to be him; I want to be even more than him. But it’s been such a long time.”

“I know,” she whispered. “But you couldn’t come before because all the names needed to be crossed off of that list first,” she said gesturing toward the ashes left behind by the paper.

“Yes,” I confirmed.

“And now?” she asked.

“Now is up to you, Sookie Stackhouse,” I whispered. “Now is in your power.”

She took a sharp breath. “Does anyone know I’m a telepath?” she asked pragmatically.

“No one that I’ve told—not even Pam,” I promised.

“Thank you,” she said.

“You are welcome,” I returned.

“In public, you should just call me ‘Lover,'” she said, inching toward me.

“Lover?” I whispered the question.

She nodded. “Yes. I grew to love that nickname. Plus, no vampires will ever care if your companion has a name—right? And Sookie is too unique. Pam and others can call me ‘Sue’ or something.”

“Sue?” I asked, trying to process what she was saying.

“Yeah,” she nodded.

“Sue,” I said again.

“Yeah,” she repeated. “Why not? Or pick another name.”

“Sookie?” I asked, needing clarification.

“Eric, if ‘now’ is up to me, I want to be yours—or at least try it when both of our pairs of eyes are wide open. I have thought in terms of Life 1 and Life 2 for so long—but, now, I’m ready for life. I’ll help you with my telepathy on the down-low because I want to; however, I don’t want to be known as a telepath to the Supe world.”

“You won’t be known to others,” I vowed.

She smiled. “Then it’ll be just you and me, Eric—without the drama. I want to see what that’s like. I’ll pretend to be your pet—whatever,” she said with a dismissive wave of her hand before suddenly looking uncertain. “Um—but—if that’s not what you want, I’ll live with it,” she finished.

I didn’t need any time to think. “To everyone in my retinue, you will be Sue. But you will never be known as my pet. How about my companion? Yes. That label pleases me.”

Her eyebrow rose. “You should hold off on making that proclamation until you’re sure we can get along.”

I leaned forward. “I am sure, Sookie Stackhouse. I have been sure for more than seven years.”

And then she leaned forward until our lips met.

Kissing Sookie for the first time had been amazing. Kissing her after seven years of wanting her was like a revelation. Her mouth was warm and supple, her lips fitting against mine perfectly—her passion matching mine flawlessly.

As I pulled her closer and deepened the kiss, I had but one thought: “This is good. This is right,” I whispered.

Seeking oxygen, Sookie finally pulled back a little and looked up at me—into me—her own eyes dark and mysterious like the midnight sky.

She smiled at me, and I recognized that I was already “hers.” But it didn’t feel like I was trapped. I felt as if I was breeching a new realm of freedom—one I’d never imagined before I’d known her.

“This is only the beginning,” she whispered—before kissing me again.

It was a very fucking good beginning!


A/N: Well—I really hope that you liked the way I ended this! Thank you so much for your support of this story! I especially want to thank everyone who commented!

Just so you know—I am not planning a sequel. I like where I left these two. I have, however, written a short piece from Karin’s POV to let us know more about Appius’s and Alexei’s fates.  You can access that piece–called A Heady Draught–by clicking the link below.

Again, thanks for reading!



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63 thoughts on “Chapter 20: You Will Find Me

  1. Perfect ending to a great story. Those seven years allowed Eric to fall in love and to admit it to himself. I also gave Sookie time to forgive herself for the deaths that were not her fault. I look forward to reading Karin’s viewpoint. She suffered because of Appius, too. Thank you so much.

  2. Loved it! Another amazing story that I’m sad to see it finished- I could read more and much more of it 😀 Can’t wait to see what comeuppance Appius and Alexei got

  3. I was so excited to read this chapter that I scared my cat by squealing at my inbox! Such a wonderful ending to a great story – yours always are. A much less frustrating sookie and all dangers eliminated very satisfactorily.

  4. Yay! A wonderful ending. (Or beginning, as the case may be.) I was going to ask for an outtake that told us what happened with the scumbag, so that’s perfect!

  5. That was just an amazing story. Probably my favorite one by you!!

    Thank you soooo much for sharing with us. I haven’t been this affected by a story in years. I found myself thinking about it often and wondering how everything would play out. 😊

  6. Now they have time to be happy. Lovely ending! I always love the strong sense of hope in your stories.

  7. I enjoyed this very much. I think that you should consider a sequel. But let this story simmer a bit before adding to it. I think you could take it in a very different direction now that so many things are resolved. 🙂

  8. Absolutely loved this story and the ending is perfect. No epilogue is needed since they will live happily ever after! 😉 But would love to hear from Karin about her actions during this time.

  9. Loved the ending! It did feel like a good place to end the story! I am sad though that I won’t have a notice for a new chapter in my inbox everyday, You really spoiled us!! Thanks!!

  10. OOHHH a one-shot from Karen’s point of view of Appius death will be great. Loved the story, can’t wait to see what you write next hope it soon. Love your stories.

  11. I loved the ending. It was very satisfying. However, i wouldn’t say no to an Epilogue, perhaps set a few years down the road, to let us know the direction Eric & Sookie’s relationship took.

    Your stories always make my days brighter. Thanks!

  12. Great ending, a fresh start for Eric & Sookie. So glad the list was completed..I do wonder about Hunter, guess he is still being guarded by Bubba & Thalia. and Mr C still checking on him and teaching him to shield. Always love the stories with Hunter living with E&S.

  13. Ahhhh…well done Kat. Such a satisfying ending to an imaginative and creative story. What a difference when you start out with trust and communication. Those first two nights became their foundation. I would imagine that the seven intervening years would fade into memory very quickly. I will admit that a story from Karins POV would satisfy my blood lust, and perhaps one from the perspective of Clovache telling the ending of those evil fairy assassins. Thanks, as always for you generosity in sharing your creativity with us.

  14. As always Wonderful! You are just amazing. Would love to read Karins POV. I just know like everything else it will be great. Thank you.

  15. It’s hard to believe it’s over. I feel like there relationship is just starting. But now I guess I will imagine they live HEA. I liked how Eric asked her if she was really fulfilled and happy, I’m so glad she said no. Her life needed Eric !!!!! I really enjoyed the story!

  16. Now that’s a perfect ending. Thanks so much for this stunning version of DEA. Only you could give it this kind of justice. Kudos to you & your team! 🙂

  17. Wonderful ending to a wonderful story. I fell behind for quite a few chapters so didn’t want to comment till I was done. So now that I’m here I have to say always I loved your work and I love how you bring the story to life. All around great! Can’t wait to read Karin’s side of the downfall of Appius!

  18. What a perfect ending *sniffle*
    Thank you for this journey. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I’ll watch out for Karen’s POV because I really want to know how Appius and Alexei were ended!

  19. Wonderful! You know us so well, that we’d want more about appius’ demise. We’re a bloodthirsty mob. Did he suffer? 🙏🏼
    Thanks again for all the thought and work you put in to bring these fabulous stories into our world. I can’t tell you enough, how amazed and grateful I am that you do this. I devour each and every chapter you give us.

  20. What a wonderful ending to a fantastic story! I’m going to miss these two, but I’m excited for whatever you have in store for us next. 🙂

  21. *sniffle* He was so sweet! They really are the perfect couple, fated even! Thank you, it was so wonderful!

  22. Such a lovely end to the story and a wonderful new beginning for this Sookie and Eric.
    You also wrapped this story up so well that I did not even miss the lack of details re the demise of Appius. But then I saw your author’s note and had to chuckle at just how well you know your audience!
    Jfozz is correct. We are indeed a bloodthirsty mob. Particularly regarding those who would harm our Viking. You can add me to the list of readers who will be happy to get the gruesome details at some future point.
    As always Ms Kat you are a rock star when it comes to weaving a tale and you tell a story like no other.
    Thank you so much for you time and your talent.

  23. I think the way you ended it was perfect!! Patience won out in this case. Even though they both yearned for the other, they stayed focused on what they needed to do until, finally, they could be together without any of the dangers that they knew of from Life 1. I have really enjoyed this interesting story. Thanks for all the work you put into it and all the enjoyment we got from it.

  24. Great ending! I am so sad tho that it has come to an end. I really enjoyed reading this everyday. A new favorite of mine of yours. I seem to be thinking that a lot at the end of each of your stories!
    Looking forward to reading Karin’s take on the whole Appius situation. I hope she was the one to end the bastard!
    Thank you!

  25. I truly enjoyed this memory lane trip from start till the end ! This piece was what we had been expecting (without knowing precisely what and how) for years and you made our wish come trough eventually. Maybe you had a cluviel dor of your own ? The timing you set was perfect …7 years to grief, to rebuilt and repair what had been broken by CH and TB. Your story had a closure effect which was therapeutic in many ways.
    Nevertheless, 20 chapters …really ? I know that all good things have an end ….but I’m greedy ! Sue me ! Maybe, one day, you’ll consider beefing it up because it would be worth it since it certainly qualifies as one of your best stories. All the action from the list alone …..and we sure as hell are looking forward to Karine’s POV !!
    Thank you for all the love and creativity you put in your good work.
    Don’t be upset if we always want more like spoiled kids.
    You make many of our days shine brighter …. so I guess, yes we are spoiled.

  26. well it seems you have a hit on your hands my friend. i loved the first time around and the second time around for pleasure reading. told you they would want more. KY

  27. Great story. I want more! Are you sure you wouldn’t consider a sequal? I would like to see the love blossum between them! Everything would be new to them. Keep on writing. I enjoy reading all your stories and look forward to the completion of Earned, Not without action and many more to come.

  28. I really enjoyed ….. This is the kind of story that you read easily and leave you with a taste of “want just a little bit more”….
    Please give us an epilogue…

  29. OMG! Another Awesome story! I loved how emotionally charged your stories are! I am glad that Sookie got to see where her choice took her, with not actually having to endure Felipe any longer than she had to. I am glad that Eric was able to save her and send her back with the wish and the power of his love! Loved it! I also loved how they worked together, yet apart, to fix everything that went wrong in life 1. I am looking forward to Karens POV to see what happened to Eric’s maker! Excellent Story!

  30. I’ve been delaying reading this, knowing that it is the end 😦
    Also, several parts of the story prompted my brain to previous (and new) story ideas. I let my mind wonder those paths extensively, not eager to come back and read ‘The End’… But now I have, and it is over. A beautifully crafted piece of writing from beginning to end 🙂

    I want to say I’m doing a happy dance, they’re together! And in a small part of my brain I definnitely am 🙂 I’m going to let that happy part of my brain take over as I write the rest of this review. Please forgive any typos, it’s very difficult to dance and type 😉

    The list, oh that precious and infuriating list! I love that Eric didn’t cross off the last two names. It definitely seems appropriate for Sookie to have done it. I’m guessing it would also help her to feel that it was done. All the obstacles gone. No more threats from life 1. Just a healthy awareness of ‘past’ mistakes that they won’t want to repeat.

    Hmm, the return of the triplets to Niall. Wonderfully done! And it makes prefect sense too! Niall had all his heirs out in our dimension and none in Fae. I never thought about what that might have done to the faith people had for him as a leader. It makes sense that even his ‘own’ followers would question WHY his own heirs did not support him! A unified Fae. A little scary, but hopefully better than having a fae war cross into the human dimension.

    SA is as happy as Larry. Hadley might not be, but no more gossiping about her family – Woohoo!

    Freyda, happily married off.

    Victor successfully hung himself, taking Filipe as he went 🙂

    Quinn? Meh who cares, can’t remember if you covered him. But without Filipe to pull his strings, he can do whatever he wants… Elsewhere.

    Sam, happy and married with kids!

    Alcide? Like Quinn, who cares. Not sure if you covered him or not. Likely he’s mourning Maria Star, and he had to kill Debbie Pelt in retribution for killing his wife. Sandra is his problem.

    Jason. Happily married with a good relationship with Sookie 🙂 Finally 🙂

    And last, but certainly not least, Eric and Sookie. Together. Safe. Happy.


    Hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs.

  31. Thus story turned out to be exceptional. I had such problems with the first 4 chapters being so filled with angst. At one point I even closed the tab and thought I’d just find something else to read. BUT… it ate at me because you are such a great author that I should just try again. Who knows, I might be able to get into it after all. Well, I’m so,glad I persevered and read the next chapter. I was hooked! I went on to read chapter after chapter as quickly as I could. It was amazing! Thank you for posting this story. I truly enjoyed it.

  32. Re-reading this wonderful and satisfying story again..yesterday I was listening to the radio and “At Last” by Etta James came on.
    (At last, my love has come along
    my lonely days are over, and life is like a song
    At last,the skies above are blue
    My heart was wrapped in clover
    Every since the night I looked at you
    And I found a dream that I could speak to
    A dream to call my own
    I found a thrill to press my cheek to
    A thrill I’d never known
    When you smiled, and then the spell was cast
    And here we are in Heaven, I found my love at last
    I found a dream that I could speak to,
    A dream to call my own
    I found a thrill to press my cheek to
    A thrill like I had never known
    You smiled, when you smiled at me that was how the spell was cast
    And here we are in Heaven)
    I have always thought of this as a theme song for Eric and Sookie, so it came to mind immediately as I was reading the ending here. Thank you for giving them the happy ending they so richly deserved.

  33. Absolutely ADORED re-reading this beautifully written story. Thank you for sharing your talent. x

  34. Great story! They both made excellent use of those cluviel dors. I wish we could see more of their HEA, but I totally understand why you ended it there. Loved that you incorporated those great lines at the end. Thanks for sharing!

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